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‘What a fool I am,’ thought John Rex, as he dressed. ‘I
            shall spoil everything if I don’t take care.’ He was right. He
           was going the right way to spoil everything. However, for
           this  bout  he  made  amends-  money  soothed  the  servants’
           hall,  and  apologies  and  time  won  Lady  Devine’s  forgive-
           ness.
              ‘I cannot yet conform to English habits, my dear mother,’
            said Rex, ‘and feel at times out of place in your quiet home.
           I think that—if you can spare me a little money—I should
            like to travel.’
              Lady Devine—with a sense of relief for which she blamed
           herself—assented, and supplied with letters of credit, John
           Rex went to Paris.
              Fairly started in the world of dissipation and excess, he
            began to grow reckless. When a young man, he had been
            singularly free from the vice of drunkenness; turning his
            sobriety—as he did all his virtues— to vicious account; but
           he had learnt to drink deep in the loneliness of the bush.
           Master of a large sum of money, he had intended to spend
           it as he would have spent it in his younger days. He had
           forgotten  that  since  his  death  and  burial  the  world  had
           not  grown  younger.  It  was  possible  that  Mr.  Lionel  Crof-
           ton might have discovered some of the old set of fools and
            knaves with whom he had once mixed. Many of them were
            alive  and  flourishing.  Mr.  Lemoine,  for  instance,  was  re-
            spectably  married  in  his  native  island  of  Jersey,  and  had
            already threatened to disinherit a nephew who showed a
           tendency to dissipation.
              But Mr. Lemoine would not care to recognize Mr. Lionel

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