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strainedly. ‘It was a strange fancy for the man to have, that’s
       all.’
         ‘I suppose you would not give me another rose, if I asked
       you.’
         ‘Why not?’ said she, turning away uneasily. ‘You? You are
       a gentleman.’
         ‘Not I—you don’t know me.’
         ‘What do you mean?’
         ‘I mean that it would be better for you if you had never
       seen me.’
         ‘Mr. North!’ Terrified at the wild gleam in his eyes, she
       had risen hastily. ‘You are talking very strangely.’
         ‘Oh, don’t be alarmed, madam. I am not drunk!’—he pro-
       nounced the word with a fierce energy. ‘I had better leave
       you. Indeed, I think the less we see of each other the better.’
          Deeply  wounded  and  astonished  at  this  extraordinary
       outburst, Sylvia allowed him to stride away without a word.
       She saw him pass through the garden and slam the little gate,
       but she did not see the agony on his face, or the passionate
       gesture  with  which—when  out  of  eyeshot—  he  lamented
       the voluntary abasement of himself before her. She thought
       over his conduct with growing fear. It was not possible that
       he was intoxicated—such a vice was the last one of which
       she could have believed him guilty. It was more probable
       that some effects of the fever, which had recently confined
       him to his house, yet lingered. So she thought; and, think-
       ing, was alarmed to realize of how much importance the
       well-being of this man was to her.
         The next day he met her, and, bowing, passed swiftly. This
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