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The Scarlet Letter


                                  Surveyor as need be. A man of thought, fancy, and
                                  sensibility (had he ten times the Surveyor’s proportion of
                                  those qualities), may, at any time, be a man of affairs, if he
                                  will only choose to give himself the trouble. My fellow-

                                  officers, and the merchants and sea-captains with whom
                                  my official duties brought me into any manner of
                                  connection, viewed me in no other light, and probably
                                  knew me in no other character. None of them, I presume,
                                  had ever read a page of my inditing, or would have cared
                                  a fig the more for me if they had read them all; nor would
                                  it have mended the matter, in the least, had those same
                                  unprofitable pages been written with a pen like that of
                                  Burns or of Chaucer, each of whom was a Custom-House
                                  officer in his day, as well as I. It is a good lesson—though
                                  it may often be a hard one—for a man who has dreamed
                                  of literary fame, and of making for himself a rank among
                                  the world’s dignitaries by such means, to step aside out of
                                  the narrow circle in which his claims are recognized and
                                  to find how utterly devoid of significance, beyond that
                                  circle, is all that he achieves, and all he aims at. I know not
                                  that I especially needed the lesson, either in the way of
                                  warning or rebuke; but at any rate, I learned it thoroughly:
                                  nor, it gives me pleasure to  reflect, did the truth, as it
                                  came home to my perception, ever cost me a pang, or



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