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chief clerk was a gentleman, good and honest, but he did not
         know what it was he could do and merely hoped there would
         be some influential gentlemen who would take his side. I’m
         sure that is what will happen and that everything will turn
         out for the best in the end, but in the mean time things do
         not look at all good, and you can see that from the mood of
         the chief clerk himself. Of course, I did not place too much
         importance on this conversation, and even did my best to
         put the bank clerk’s mind at rest, he was quite a simple man.
         I told him he was not to speak to anyone else about this, and
         I think it is all just a rumour, but I still think it might be
         good if you, Dear Father, if you looked into the matter the
         next time you visit. It will be easy for you to find out more
         detail and, if it is really necessary, to do something about it
         through the great and influential people you know. But if it
         is not necessary, and that is what seems most likely, then at
         least your daughter will soon have the chance to embrace
         you and I look forward to it.’ She’s a good child,” said K.’s
         uncle when he had finished reading, and wiped a few tears
         from his eyes. K. nodded. With all the different disruptions
         he had had recently he had completely forgotten about Erna,
         even her birthday, and the story of the chocolates had clear-
         ly just been invented so that he wouldn’t get in trouble with
         his aunt and uncle. It was very touching, and even the the-
         atre tickets, which he would regularly send her from then
         on, would not be enough to repay her, but he really did not
         feel, now, that it was right for him to visit her in her lodgings
         and  hold  conversations  with  a  little,  eighteen  year  old
         schoolgirl. “And what do you have to say about that?” asked

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