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rest  and  looking  at  K.,  “you  didn’t  like  me,  and  I  don’t
         suppose you like me now, either.” “Liking wouldn’t be very
         much,” said K., evasively. “Oh!” she exclaimed with a smile,
         thus making use of K.’s comment to gain an advantage over
         him. So K. remained silent for a while. By now, he had be-
         come  used  to  the  darkness  in  the  room  and  was  able  to
         make out various fixtures and fittings. He was especially
         impressed  by  a  large  picture  hanging  to  the  right  of  the
         door, he leant forward in order to see it better. It depicted a
         man wearing a judge’s robes; he was sitting on a lofty throne
         gilded in a way that shone forth from the picture. The odd
         thing about the picture was that this judge was not sitting
         there in dignified calm but had his left arm pressed against
         the  back  and  armrest,  his  right  arm,  however,  was  com-
         pletely free and only grasped the armrest with his hand, as
         if about to jump up any moment in vigorous outrage and
         make some decisive comment or even to pass sentence. The
         accused was probably meant to be imagined at the foot of
         the steps, the top one of which could be seen in the picture,
         covered with a yellow carpet. “That might be my judge,”
         said K., pointing to the picture with one finger. “I know
         him,” said Leni looking up at the picture, “he comes here
         quite often. That picture is from when he was young, but he
         can never have looked anything like it, as he’s tiny, minute
         almost. But despite that, he had himself made to look bigger
         in the picture as he’s madly vain, just like everyone round
         here. But even I’m vain and that makes me very unhappy
         that  you  don’t  like  me.”  K.  replied  to  that  last  comment
         merely by embracing Leni and drawing her towards him,

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