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his uncle for an explanation but his uncle sat on the bedside
         table with the candle in his hand, a medicine bottle had
         rolled off the table onto the floor, he nodded to everything
         the lawyer said, agreed to everything, and now and then
         looked at K. urging him to show the same compliance. May-
         be K.’s uncle had already told the lawyer about the trial. But
         that was impossible, everything that had happened so far
         spoke against it. So he said, “I don’t understand … “ “Well,
         maybe I’ve misunderstood what you’ve been saying,” said
         the lawyer, just as astonished and embarrassed as K. “Per-
         haps I’ve been going too fast. What was it you wanted to
         speak to me about? I thought it was to do with your trial.”
         “Of course it is,” said K.’s uncle, who then asked K., “So
         what is it you want?” “Yes, but how is it that you know any-
         thing about me and my case?” asked K. “Oh, I see,” said the
         lawyer with a smile. “I am a lawyer, I move in court circles,
         people talk about various different cases and the more in-
         teresting  ones  stay  in  your  mind,  especially  when  they
         concern the nephew of a friend. There’s nothing very re-
         markable about that.” “What is it you want, then?” asked
         K.’s uncle once more, “You seem so uneasy about it” “You
         move in this court’s circles?” asked K. “Yes,” said the lawyer.
         “You’re asking questions like a child,” said K.’s uncle. “What
         circles should I move in, then, if not with members of my
         own discipline?” the lawyer added. It sounded so indisput-
         able that K. gave no answer at all. “But you work in the High
         Court, not that court in the attic,” he had wanted to say but
         could not bring himself to actually utter it. “You have to re-
         alise,”  the  lawyer  continued,  in  a  tone  as  if  he  were

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