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from a lad like that. Still, it’s up to you. Here’s the letter of
         recommendation and here’s the address.”
            Disappointed, K. took the letter and put it in his pocket.
         Even at best, the advantage he might derive from this rec-
         ommendation was incomparably smaller than the damage
         that lay in the fact of the manufacturer knowing about his
         trial, and that the painter was spreading the news about.
         It was all he could mange to give the manufacturer, who
         was already on his way to the door, a few words of thanks.
         “I’ll go there,” he said as he took his leave of the manufac-
         turer at the door, “or, as I’m very busy at present, I’ll write
         to him, perhaps he would like to come to me in my office
         some time.” “I was sure you’d find the best solution,” said
         the  manufacturer.  “Although  I  had  thought  you’d  prefer
         to avoid inviting people like this Titorelli to the bank and
         talking about the trial here. And it’s not always a good idea
         to send letters to people like Titorelli, you don’t know what
         might happen to them. But you’re bound to have thought ev-
         erything through and you know what you can and can’t do.”
         K. nodded and accompanied the manufacturer on through
         the ante-room. But despite seeming calm on the outside he
         was actually very shocked; he had told the manufacturer he
         would write to Titorelli only to show him in some way that
         he valued his recommendations and would consider the op-
         portunity to speak with Titorelli without delay, but if he had
         thought Titorelli could offer any worthwhile assistance he
         would not have delayed. But it was only the manufacturer’s
         comment that made K. realise what dangers that could lead
         to. Was he really able to rely on his own understanding so

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