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it to harm K., he would show neither comradeship nor hu-
         maneness. And what about the director? It was true that he
         was well disposed towards K., and as soon as he heard about
         the trial he would probably try to do everything he could to
         make it easier for him, but he would certainly not devote
         himself to it. K. at one time had provided the counter-bal-
         ance to what the deputy director said but the director was
         now coming more and more under his influence, and the
         deputy director would also exploit the weakened condition
         of the director to strengthen his own power. So what could
         K. hope for? Maybe considerations of this sort weakened his
         power of resistance, but it was still necessary not to deceive
         oneself and to see everything as clearly as it could be seen
         at that moment.
            For no particular reason, just to avoiding returning to
         his desk for a while, he opened the window. It was diffi-
         cult to open and he had to turn the handle with both his
         hands. Then, through the whole height and breadth of the
         window, the mixture of fog and smoke was drawn into the
         room, filling it with a slight smell of burning. A few flakes
         of snow were blown in with it. “It’s a horrible autumn,” said
         the manufacturer, who had come into the room unnoticed
         after seeing the deputy director and now stood behind K.
         K. nodded and looked uneasily at the manufacturer’s brief-
         case, from which he would now probably take the papers
         and  inform  K.  of  the  result  of  his  negotiations  with  the
         deputy director. However, the manufacturer saw where K.
         was looking, knocked on his briefcase and without opening
         it said, “You’ll be wanting to hear how things turned out.

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