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And she poured the soup into a dish. “The only worry then
         is that he might go to sleep soon after he’s eaten.” “What I’ve
         got to say to him will keep him awake,” said K., who still
         wanted to intimate that he intended some important nego-
         tiations with the lawyer, he wanted Leni to ask him what it
         was and only then to ask her advice. But instead, she just
         promptly carried out the order he had given her. When she
         went  over  to  him  with  the  dish  she  deliberately  brushed
         against him and whispered, “I’ll tell him you’re here as soon
         as he’s eaten the soup so that I can get you back as soon as
         possible.” “Just go,” said K., “just go.” “Be a bit more friend-
         ly,” she said and, still holding the dish, turned completely
         round once more in the doorway.
            K. watched her as she went; the decision had finally been
         made that the lawyer was to be dismissed, it was probably
         better that he had not been able to discuss the matter any
         more  with  Leni  beforehand;  she  hardly  understood  the
         complexity of the matter, she would certainly have advised
         him against it and perhaps would even have prevented him
         from  dismissing  the  lawyer  this  time,  he  would  have  re-
         mained in doubt and unease and eventually have carried
         out his decision after a while anyway as this decision was
         something he could not avoid. The sooner it was carried out
         the more harm would be avoided. And moreover, perhaps
         the businessman had something to say on the matter.
            K. turned round, the businessman hardly noticed it as he
         was about to stand up. “Stay where you are,” said K. and
         pulled up a chair beside him. “Have you been a client of the
         lawyer’s for a long time?” asked K. “Yes,” said the business-

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