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the night. So now Block is ready for that. Sometimes, when
         he  knows  Block  is  still  here,  he’ll  even  change  his  mind
         about letting him in to see him.” K. looked questioningly at
         the businessman. The latter nodded and, although he had
         spoken quite openly with K. earlier, seemed to be confused
         with shame as he said, “Yes, later on you become very de-
         pendent on your lawyer.” “He’s only pretending to mind,”
         said Leni. “He likes to sleep here really, he’s often said so.”
         She went over to a little door and shoved it open. “Do you
         want to see his bedroom?” she asked. K. went over to the
         low, windowless room and looked in from the doorway. The
         room contained a narrow bed which filled it completely, so
         that to get into the bed you would need to climb over the
         bedpost. At the head of the bed there was a niche in the
         wall where, fastidiously tidy, stood a candle, a bottle of ink,
         and a pen with a bundle of papers which were probably to
         do with the trial. “You sleep in the maid’s room?” asked K.,
         as he went back to the businessman. “Leni’s let me have it,”
         answered  the  businessman,  “it  has  many  advantages.”  K.
         looked long at him; his first impression of the businessman
         had perhaps not been right; he had experience as his trial
         had already lasted a long time, but he had paid a heavy price
         for this experience. K. was suddenly unable to bear the sight
         of the businessman any longer. “Bring him to bed, then!”
         he called out to Leni, who seemed to understand him. For
         himself, he wanted to go to the lawyer and, by dismissing
         him, free himself from not only the lawyer but also from
         Leni and the businessman. But before he had reached the
         door the businessman spoke to him gently. “Excuse me, sir,”

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