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al way of life and, if they have a good lawyer looking after
         them, the trial doesn’t get in their way. But there are none-
         theless those who have experience in these matters who can
         look at a crowd, however big, and tell you which among
         them is facing a charge. How can they do that, you will ask.
         My answer will not please you. It is simply that those who
         are facing a charge are the most attractive. It cannot be their
         guilt that makes them attractive as not all of them are guilty
         at least that’s what I, as a lawyer, have to say and nor can it
         be the proper punishment that has made them attractive as
         not all of them are punished, so it can only be that the pro-
         ceedings levelled against them take some kind of hold on
         them. Whatever the reason, some of these attractive people
         are indeed very attractive. But all of them are attractive,
         even Block, pitiful worm that he is.” As the lawyer finished
         what he was saying, K. was fully in control of himself, he
         had even nodded conspicuously at his last few words in or-
         der to confirm to himself the view he had already formed;
         that the lawyer was trying to confuse him, as he always did,
         by  making  general  and  irrelevant  observations,  and  thus
         distract him from the main question of what he was actu-
         ally doing for K.’s trial. The lawyer must have noticed that
         K. was offering him more resistance than before, as he be-
         came silent, giving K. the chance to speak himself, and then,
         as K. also remained silent, he asked, “Did you have a par-
         ticular reason for coming to see me today?” “Yes,” said K.,
         putting his hand up to slightly shade his eyes from the light
         of the candle so that he could see the lawyer better, “I want-
         ed to tell you that I’m withdrawing my representation from

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