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court? It was not possible to learn anything by looking at
         him, even though K. was scrutinizing him quite brazenly. It
         could  almost  be  supposed  he  was  deliberately  hiding  his
         thoughts as he waited to see what effect his words would
         have. But he clearly deemed K.’s silence to be favourable for
         himself and he continued, “You will have noticed the size of
         my office, but that I don’t employ any staff to help me. That
         used to be quite different, there was a time when several
         young lawyers were working for me but now I work alone.
         This is partly to do with changes in the way I do business, in
         that  I  concentrate  nowadays  more  and  more  on  matters
         such as your own case, and partly to do with the ever deep-
         er understanding that I acquire from these legal matters. I
         found that I could never let anyone else deal with this sort
         of work unless I wanted to harm both the client and the job
         I had taken on. But the decision to do all the work myself
         had its obvious result: I was forced to turn almost everyone
         away who asked me to represent them and could only ac-
         cept  those  I  was  especially  interested  in  well  there  are
         enough creatures who leap at every crumb I throw down,
         and they’re not so very far away. Most importantly, I be-
         came ill from over-work. But despite that I don’t regret my
         decision,  quite  possibly  I  should  have  turned  more  cases
         away than I did, but it did turn out to be entirely necessary
         for me to devote myself fully to the cases I did take on, and
         the successful results showed that it was worth it. I once
         read a description of the difference between representing
         someone in ordinary legal matters and in legal matters of
         this sort, and the writer expressed it very well. This is what

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