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quietly. “Would you like me to go away again, sir?” asked
         Block. “Well you’re here now,” said the lawyer. “Stay!” It was
         as if the lawyer had not done as Block had wanted but in-
         stead threatened him with a stick, as now Block really began
         to shake. “I went to see,” said the lawyer, “the third judge
         yesterday, a friend of mine, and slowly brought the conver-
         sation round to the subject of you. Do you want to know
         what he said?” “Oh, yes please,” said Block. The lawyer did
         not answer immediately, so Block repeated his request and
         lowered  his  head  as  if  about  to  kneel  down.  But  then  K.
         spoke to him: “What do you think you’re doing?” he shout-
         ed. Leni had wanted to stop him from calling out and so he
         took hold of her other hand. It was not love that made him
         squeeze it and hold on to it so tightly, she sighed frequently
         and tried to disengage her hands from him. But Block was
         punished for K.’s outburst, as the lawyer asked him, “Who
         is your lawyer?” “You are, sir,” said Block. “And who besides
         me?” the lawyer asked. “No-one besides you, sir,” said Block.
         “And let there be no-one besides me,” said the lawyer. Block
         fully understood what that meant, he glowered at K., shak-
         ing his head violently. If these actions had been translated
         into words they would have been coarse insults. K. had been
         friendly and willing to discuss his own case with someone
         like this! “I won’t disturb you any more,” said K., leaning
         back in his chair. “You can kneel down or creep on all fours,
         whatever you like. I won’t bother with you any more.” But
         Block still had some sense of pride, at least where K. was
         concerned, and he went towards him waving his fists, shout-
         ing as loudly as he dared while the lawyer was there. “You

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