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stroked his long white hair. That now forced him to give an
         answer. “I’m rather wary of telling him,” said the lawyer,
         and his head could be seen shaking slightly, perhaps so that
         he would feel the pressure of Leni’s hand better. Block lis-
         tened closely with his head lowered, as if by listening he
         were breaking an order. “What makes you so wary about
         it?” asked Leni. K. had the feeling he was listening to a con-
         trived  dialogue  that  had  been  repeated  many  times,  that
         would  be  repeated  many  times  more,  and  that  for  Block
         alone it would never lose its freshness. “What has his behav-
         iour been like today?” asked the lawyer instead of an answer.
         Before Leni said anything she looked down at Block and
         watched him a short while as he raised his hands towards
         her and rubbed them together imploringly. Finally she gave
         a  serious  nod,  turned  back  to  the  lawyer  and  said,  “He’s
         been quiet and industrious.” This was an elderly business-
         man, a man whose beard was long, and he was begging a
         young girl to speak on his behalf. Even if there was some
         plan behind what he did, there was nothing that could rein-
         state  him  in  the  eyes  of  his  fellow  man.  K.  could  not
         understand how the lawyer could have thought this perfor-
         mance would win him over. Even if he had done nothing
         earlier to make him want to leave then this scene would
         have done so. It was almost humiliating even for the on-
         looker.  So  these  were  the  lawyer’s  methods,  which  K.
         fortunately had not been exposed to for long, to let the cli-
         ent forget about the whole world and leave him with nothing
         but the hope of reaching the end of his trial by this deluded
         means. He was no longer a client, he was the lawyer’s dog. If

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