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it might be that the investigating committee could see that
         I’m innocent, or not so guilty as had been supposed.” “Yes,
         that’s  certainly  a  possibility,”  said  Miss  Burstner,  who
         seemed very interested. “Listen,” said K., “you don’t have
         much experience in legal matters.” “No, that’s true, I don’t,”
         said Miss Burstner, “and I’ve often regretted it, as I’d like to
         know everything and I’m very interested in legal matters.
         There’s something peculiarly attractive about the law, isn’t
         there? But I’ll certainly be perfecting my knowledge in this
         area, as next month I start work in a legal office.” “That’s
         very good,” said K., “that means you’ll be able to give me
         some help with my trial.” “That could well be,” said Miss
         Burstner, “why not? I like to make use of what I know.” “I
         mean it quite seriously,” said K., “or at least, half seriously,
         as you do. This affair is too petty to call in a lawyer, but I
         could make good use of someone who could give me ad-
         vice.” “Yes, but if I’m to give you advice I’ll have to know
         what it’s all about,” said Miss Burstner. “That’s exactly the
         problem,” said K., “I don’t know that myself.” “So you have
         been making fun of me, then,” said Miss Burstner exceed-
         ingly disappointed, “you really ought not to try something
         like that on at this time of night.” And she stepped away
         from the photographs where they had stood so long togeth-
         er. “Miss Burstner, no,” said K., “I’m not making fun of you.
         Please believe me! I’ve already told you everything I know.
         More than I know, in fact, as it actually wasn’t even an in-
         vestigating committee, that’s just what I called them because
         I  don’t  know  what  else  to  call  them.  There  was  no  cross
         questioning at all, I was merely arrested, but by a commit-

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