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danger where I want to fear it. Come over here.” She pointed
         to the podium and invited him to sit down on the step with
         her. “You’ve got lovely dark eyes,” she said after they had sat
         down, looking up into K.’s face, “people say I’ve got nice
         eyes too, but yours are much nicer. It was the first thing I
         noticed when you first came here. That’s even why I came in
         here, into the assembly room, afterwards, I’d never normal-
         ly do that, I’m not really even allowed to.” So that’s what all
         this is about, thought K., she’s offering herself to me, she’s as
         degenerate as everything else around here, she’s had enough
         of the court officials, which is understandable I suppose,
         and  so  she  approaches  any  stranger  and  makes  compli-
         ments about his eyes. With that, K. stood up in silence as if
         he had spoken his thoughts out loud and thus explained his
         action to the woman. “I don’t think you can be of any assis-
         tance to me,” he said, “to be of any real assistance you would
         need to be in contact with high officials. But I’m sure you
         only know the lower employees, and there are crowds of
         them milling about here. I’m sure you’re very familiar with
         them and could achieve a great deal through them, I’ve no
         doubt of that, but the most that could be done through them
         would have no bearing at all on the final outcome of the
         trial.  You,  on  the  other  hand,  would  lose  some  of  your
         friends as a result, and I have no wish of that. Carry on with
         these people in the same way as you have been, as it does
         seem to me to be something you cannot do without. I have
         no regrets in saying this as, in return for your compliment
         to me, I also find you rather attractive, especially when you
         look at me as sadly as you are now, although you really have
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