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no reason to do so. You belong to the people I have to com-
         bat, and you’re very comfortable among them, you’re even
         in love with the student, or if you don’t love him you do at
         least prefer him to your husband. It’s easy to see that from
         what you’ve been saying.” “No!” she shouted, remained sit-
         ting where she was and grasped K.’s hand, which he failed to
         pull away fast enough. “You can’t go away now, you can’t go
         away when you’ve misjudged me like that! Are you really
         capable of going away now? Am I really so worthless that
         you won’t even do me the favour of staying a little bit lon-
         ger?” “You misunderstand me,” said K., sitting back down,
         “if it’s really important to you for me to stay here then I’ll be
         glad to do so, I have plenty of time, I came here thinking
         there would be a trial taking place. All I meant with what I
         said just now was to ask you not to do anything on my be-
         half in the proceedings against me. But even that is nothing
         for you to worry about when you consider that there’s noth-
         ing hanging on the outcome of this trial, and that, whatever
         the verdict, I will just laugh at it. And that’s even presuppos-
         ing it ever even reaches any conclusion, which I very much
         doubt. I think it’s much more likely that the court officials
         will be too lazy, too forgetful, or even to fearful ever to con-
         tinue  with  these  proceedings  and  that  they  will  soon  be
         abandoned if they haven’t been abandoned already. It’s even
         possible that they will pretend to be carrying on with the
         trial in the hope of receiving a large bribe, although I can
         tell you now that that will be quite in vain as I pay bribes to
         no-one. Perhaps one favour you could do me would be to
         tell the examining judge, or anyone else who likes to spread

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