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should have gone, you should have left as quickly as pos-
         sible as soon as I got here.” This comment could have caused
         all possible rage to break out between them, but K. also bore
         in mind that this was a prospective court official speaking
         to a disfavoured defendant, and he might well have been
         taking pride in speaking in this way. K. remained standing
         quite close to him and said with a smile, “You’re quite right,
         I am impatient, but the easiest way to settle this impatience
         would be if you left us. On the other hand, if you’ve come
         here to study you are a student, I hear I’ll be quite happy
         to leave the room to you and go away with the woman. I’m
         sure you’ll still have a lot of study to do before you’re made
         into a judge. It’s true that I’m still not all that familiar with
         your branch of jurisprudence but I take it it involves a lot
         more than speaking roughly and I see you have no shame in
         doing that extremely well.” “He shouldn’t have been allowed
         to move about so freely,” said the student, as if he wanted to
         give the woman an explanation for K.’s insults, “that was a
         mistake. I’ve told the examining judge so. He should at least
         have been detained in his room between hearings. Some-
         times it’s impossible to understand what the judge thinks
         he’s doing.” “You’re wasting your breath,” said K., then he
         reached his hand out towards the woman and said, “come
         with me.” “So that’s it,” said the student, “oh no, you’re not
         going to get her,” and with a strength you would not have
         expected from him, he glanced tenderly at her, lifted her up
         on one arm and, his back bent under the weight, ran with
         her to the door. In this way he showed, unmistakeably, that
         he was to some extent afraid of K., but he nonetheless dared
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