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K. thought, however, that he saw more than that, he thought
         he also saw that Miss Montag had chosen a means of doing
         it that was good, but two-edged. She exaggerated the impor-
         tance of the relationship between K. and Miss Burstner, and
         above all she exaggerated the importance of asking to speak
         with her and she tried at the same time to make out that K.
         was exaggerating everything. She would be disappointed,
         K. did not want to exaggerate anything, he was aware that
         Miss Burstner was a little typist who would not offer him
         much resistance for long. In doing so he deliberately took
         no account of what Mrs. Grubach had told him about Miss
         Burstner. All these things were going through his mind as
         he left the room with hardly a polite word. He wanted to go
         straight to his room, but a little laugh from Miss Montag
         that he heard from the dining room behind him brought
         him to the idea that he might prepare a surprise for the two
         of them, the captain and Miss Montag. He looked round
         and listened to find out if there might be any disturbance
         from any of the surrounding rooms, everywhere was qui-
         et, the only thing to be heard was the conversation from
         the dining room and Mrs. Grubach’s voice from the pas-
         sage leading to the kitchen. This seemed an opportune time,
         K. went to Miss Burstner’s room and knocked gently. There
         was no sound so he knocked again but there was still no
         answer in reply. Was she asleep? Or was she really unwell?
         Or was she just pretending as she realised it could only be
         K. knocking so gently? K. assumed she was pretending and
         knocked harder, eventually, when the knocking brought no
         result, he carefully opened the door with the sense of doing
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