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know, I was perfectly sure you were in earnest.’
              ‘Sure? Upon my word! She put aside his hand, but did
           not leave go of it, blushing hotly, and laughing a little happy
            laugh. ‘I kiss his hand and he says, ‘What a good thing!’’
              But  her  reproach  was  undeserved.  Alyosha,  too,  was
            greatly overcome.
              ‘I should like to please you always, Lise, but don’t know
           how to do it.’ he muttered, blushing too.
              ‘Alyosha, dear, you are cold and rude. Do you see? He has
            chosen me as his wife and is quite settled about it. He is sure
           I was in earnest. What a thing to say! Why, that’s imperti-
           nence — that’s what it is.’
              ‘Why, was it wrong of me to feel sure?’ Alyosha asked,
            laughing suddenly.
              ‘Ah, Alyosha, on the contrary, it was delightfully right,’
            cried Lise, looking tenderly and happily at him.
              Alyosha stood still, holding her hand in his. Suddenly he
            stooped down and kissed her on her lips.
              ‘Oh, what are you doing?’ cried Lise. Alyosha was terri-
            bly abashed.
              ‘Oh, forgive me if I shouldn’t.... Perhaps I’m awfully stu-
           pid.... You said I was cold, so I kissed you.... But I see it was
            stupid.’
              Lise laughed, and hid her face in her hands. ‘And in that
            dress!’ she ejaculated in the midst of her mirth. But she sud-
            denly ceased laughing and became serious, almost stern.
              ‘Alyosha, we must put off kissing. We are not ready for
           that yet, and we shall have a long time to wait,’ she ended
            suddenly. ‘Tell me rather why you who are so clever, so in-

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