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holy man. As his lawsuit with the monastery still dragged
       on, he made it the pretext for seeing the Superior, in order
       to attempt to settle it amicably. A visitor coming with such
       laudable intentions might be received with more attention
       and consideration than if he came from simple curiosity.
       Influences from within the monastery were brought to bear
       on the elder, who of late had scarcely left his cell, and had
       been forced by illness to deny even his ordinary visitors. In
       the end he consented to see them, and the day was fixed.
         ‘Who has made me a judge over them?’ was all he said,
       smilingly, to Alyosha.
         Alyosha was much perturbed when he heard of the pro-
       posed visit. Of all the wrangling, quarrelsome party, Dmitri
       was the only one who could regard the interview seriously.
       All  the  others  would  come  from  frivolous  motives,  per-
       haps insulting to the elder. Alyosha was well aware of that.
       Ivan  and  Miusov  would  come  from  curiosity,  perhaps  of
       the coarsest kind, while his father might be contemplating
       some piece of buffoonery. Though he said nothing, Alyosha
       thoroughly understood his father. The boy, I repeat, was far
       from being so simple as everyone thought him. He awaited
       the day with a heavy heart. No doubt he was always ponder-
       ing in his mind how the family discord could be ended. But
       his chief anxiety concerned the elder. He trembled for him,
       for  his  glory,  and  dreaded  any  affront  to  him,  especially
       the  refined,  courteous  irony  of  Miusov  and  the  supercil-
       ious half-utterances of the highly educated Ivan. He even
       wanted to venture on warning the elder, telling him some-
       thing about them, but, on second thoughts, said nothing.
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