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I am far from intending to apologise for him or to justify his
           innocent faith on the ground of his youth, or the little prog-
           ress he had made in his studies, or any such reason. I must
            declare, on the contrary, that I have genuine respect for the
            qualities of his heart. No doubt a youth who received im-
           pressions cautiously, whose love was lukewarm, and whose
           mind was too prudent for his age and so of little value, such
            a young man might, I admit, have avoided what happened
           to my hero. But in some cases it is really more creditable
           to be carried away by an emotion, however unreasonable,
           which springs from a great love, than to be unmoved. And
           this is even truer in youth, for a young man who is always
            sensible is to be suspected and is of little worth — that’s my
            opinion!
              ‘But,’  reasonable  people  will  exclaim  perhaps,  ‘every
           young man cannot believe in such a superstition and your
           hero is no model for others.’
              To this I reply again, ‘Yes! my hero had faith, a faith holy
            and steadfast, but still I am not going to apologise for him.’
              Though I declared above, and perhaps too hastily, that I
            should not explain or justify my hero, I see that some ex-
           planation is necessary for the understanding of the rest of
           my story. Let me say then, it was not a question of miracles.
           There was no frivolous and impatient expectation of mir-
            acles in his mind. And Alyosha needed no miracles at the
           time, for the triumph of some preconceived idea — oh no,
           not at all — what he saw before all was one figure — the fig-
           ure of his beloved elder, the figure of that holy man whom
           he revered with such adoration. The fact is that all the love

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