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would,  he  resumed  the  gloomy  dialogue  in  which  it  was
         he who spoke and he who listened, saying that which he
         would have preferred to ignore, and listened to that which
         he would have preferred not to hear, yielding to that myste-
         rious power which said to him: ‘Think!’ as it said to another
         condemned man, two thousand years ago, ‘March on!’
            Before  proceeding  further,  and  in  order  to  make  our-
         selves  fully  understood,  let  us  insist  upon  one  necessary
         observation.
            It is certain that people do talk to themselves; there is no
         living being who has not done it. It may even be said that
         the word is never a more magnificent mystery than when it
         goes from thought to conscience within a man, and when it
         returns from conscience to thought; it is in this sense only
         that the words so often employed in this chapter, he said,
         he exclaimed, must be understood; one speaks to one’s self,
         talks to one’s self, exclaims to one’s self without breaking the
         external silence; there is a great tumult; everything about us
         talks except the mouth. The realities of the soul are none the
         less realities because they are not visible and palpable.
            So  he  asked  himself  where  he  stood.  He  interrogated
         himself upon that ‘settled resolve.’ He confessed to himself
         that all that he had just arranged in his mind was mon-
         strous, that ‘to let things take their course, to let the good
         God do as he liked,’ was simply horrible; to allow this error
         of fate and of men to be carried out, not to hinder it, to lend
         himself to it through his silence, to do nothing, in short,
         was to do everything! that this was hypocritical baseness in
         the last degree! that it was a base, cowardly, sneaking, ab-

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