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This must be done! He had done nothing if he did not do all
         this; his whole life was useless; all his penitence was wast-
         ed. There was no longer any need of saying, ‘What is the
         use?’ He felt that the Bishop was there, that the Bishop was
         present all the more because he was dead, that the Bishop
         was  gazing  fixedly  at  him,  that  henceforth  Mayor  Made-
         leine, with all his virtues, would be abominable to him, and
         that the convict Jean Valjean would be pure and admirable
         in his sight; that men beheld his mask, but that the Bishop
         saw his face; that men saw his life, but that the Bishop be-
         held his conscience. So he must go to Arras, deliver the false
         Jean Valjean, and denounce the real one. Alas! that was the
         greatest of sacrifices, the most poignant of victories, the last
         step to take; but it must be done. Sad fate! he would enter
         into sanctity only in the eyes of God when he returned to
         infamy in the eyes of men.
            ‘Well,’ said he, ‘let us decide upon this; let us do our duty;
         let us save this man.’ He uttered these words aloud, without
         perceiving that he was speaking aloud.
            He took his books, verified them, and put them in order.
         He flung in the fire a bundle of bills which he had against
         petty  and  embarrassed  tradesmen.  He  wrote  and  sealed
         a letter, and on the envelope it might have been read, had
         there been any one in his chamber at the moment, To Mon-
         sieur  Laffitte,  Banker,  Rue  d’Artois,  Paris.  He  drew  from
         his secretary a pocket-book which contained several bank-
         notes and the passport of which he had made use that same
         year when he went to the elections.
            Any one who had seen him during the execution of these

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