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tle about others? The highest holiness is to think of others;
         come, let us examine the matter. The I excepted, the I ef-
         faced, the I forgotten, what would be the result of all this?
         What  if  I  denounce  myself?  I  am  arrested;  this  Champ-
         mathieu  is  released;  I  am  put  back  in  the  galleys;  that  is
         well— and what then? What is going on here? Ah! here is
         a country, a town, here are factories, an industry, workers,
         both men and women, aged grandsires, children, poor peo-
         ple! All this I have created; all these I provide with their
         living; everywhere where there is a smoking chimney, it is
         I who have placed the brand on the hearth and meat in the
         pot; I have created ease, circulation, credit; before me there
         was nothing; I have elevated, vivified, informed with life,
         fecundated,  stimulated,  enriched  the  whole  country-side;
         lacking  me,  the  soul  is  lacking;  I  take  myself  off,  every-
         thing dies: and this woman, who has suffered so much, who
         possesses so many merits in spite of her fall; the cause of
         all whose misery I have unwittingly been! And that child
         whom I meant to go in search of, whom I have promised to
         her mother; do I not also owe something to this woman, in
         reparation for the evil which I have done her? If I disappear,
         what happens? The mother dies; the child becomes what it
         can; that is what will take place, if I denounce myself. If I do
         not denounce myself? come, let us see how it will be if I do
         not denounce myself.’
            After  putting  this  question  to  himself,  he  paused;  he
         seemed to undergo a momentary hesitation and trepidation;
         but it did not last long, and he answered himself calmly:—
            ‘Well, this man is going to the galleys; it is true, but what

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