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deep to be uttered in words even to her husband. She un-
            derstood his voiceless reserve better now. Their confidential
           intercourse fell, not in moments of privacy, but precisely in
           public, when the quick meeting of their glances would com-
           ment upon some fresh turn of events. She had gone to his
            school of uncompromising silence, the only one possible,
            since so much that seemed shocking, weird, and grotesque
           in the working out of their purposes had to be accepted
            as normal in this country. Decidedly, the stately Antonia
            looked more mature and infinitely calm; but she would nev-
            er have known how to reconcile the sudden sinkings of her
           heart with an amiable mobility of expression.
              Mrs. Gould smiled a good-bye at Barrios, nodded round
           to  the  Europeans  (who  raised  their  hats  simultaneously)
           with an engaging invitation, ‘I hope to see you all present-
            ly, at home”; then said nervously to Decoud, ‘Get in, Don
           Martin,’ and heard him mutter to himself in French, as he
            opened the carriage door, ‘Le sort en est jete.’ She heard him
           with a sort of exasperation. Nobody ought to have known
            better than himself that the first cast of dice had been al-
           ready thrown long ago in a most desperate game. Distant
            acclamations, words of command yelled out, and a roll of
            drums  on  the  jetty  greeted  the  departing  general.  Some-
           thing like a slight faintness came over her, and she looked
            blankly at Antonia’s still face, wondering what would hap-
           pen to Charley if that absurd man failed. ‘A la casa, Ignacio,’
            she  cried  at  the  motionless  broad  back  of  the  coachman,
           who gathered the reins without haste, mumbling to himself
           under his breath, ‘Si, la casa. Si, si nina.’

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