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it were to an assembly of trained monkeys. I know his inten-
       tions. I have seen him change the plates at table. Whoever is
       allowed to live on in terror, I must die the death.
         ‘No,  I  didn’t  stay  to  the  end  to  hear  Don  Juste  Lopez
       trying to persuade himself in a grave oration of the clem-
       ency and justice, and honesty, and purity of the brothers
       Montero. I went out abruptly to seek Antonia. I saw her in
       the gallery. As I opened the door, she extended to me her
       clasped hands.
         ‘What are they doing in there?’ she asked.
         ‘Talking,’ I said, with my eyes looking into hers.
         ‘Yes, yes, but—‘
         ‘Empty speeches,’ I interrupted her. ‘Hiding their fears
       behind imbecile hopes. They are all great Parliamentarians
       there—on the English model, as you know.’ I was so furious
       that I could hardly speak. She made a gesture of despair.
         ‘Through the door I held a little ajar behind me, we heard
       Dun  Juste’s  measured  mouthing  monotone  go  on  from
       phrase to phrase, like a sort of awful and solemn madness.
         ‘After all, the Democratic aspirations have, perhaps, their
       legitimacy.  The  ways  of  human  progress  are  inscrutable,
       and if the fate of the country is in the hand of Montero, we
       ought—‘
         ‘I crashed the door to on that; it was enough; it was too
       much.  There  was  never  a  beautiful  face  expressing  more
       horror and despair than the face of Antonia. I couldn’t bear
       it; I seized her wrists.
         ‘Have they killed my father in there?’ she asked.
         ‘Her eyes blazed with indignation, but as I looked on, fas-
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