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tutionally incapable of entertaining for any length of time
            a fear of his personal safety. It was not so much firmness of
            soul as the lack of a certain kind of imagination—the kind
           whose undue development caused intense suffering to Senor
           Hirsch; that sort of imagination which adds the blind terror
            of bodily suffering and of death, envisaged as an accident
           to the body alone, strictly—to all the other apprehensions
            on which the sense of one’s existence is based. Unfortunate-
            ly, Captain Mitchell had not much penetration of any kind;
            characteristic, illuminating trifles of expression, action, or
           movement, escaped him completely. He was too pompously
            and innocently aware of his own existence to observe that
            of others. For instance, he could not believe that Sotillo had
            been really afraid of him, and this simply because it would
           never have entered into his head to shoot any one except
           in the most pressing case of self-defence. Anybody could
            see he was not a murdering kind of man, he reflected quite
            gravely. Then why this preposterous and insulting charge?
           he asked himself. But his thoughts mainly clung around the
            astounding and unanswerable question: How the devil the
           fellow got to know that the silver had gone off in the lighter?
           It was obvious that he had not captured it. And, obviously,
           he could not have captured it! In this last conclusion Cap-
           tain  Mitchell  was  misled  by  the assumption  drawn  from
           his observation of the weather during his long vigil on the
           wharf. He thought that there had been much more wind
           than usual that night in the gulf; whereas, as a matter of fact,
           the reverse was the case.
              ‘How in the name of all that’s marvellous did that con-

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