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I saw her cancer. An inflamed bundle of I explained what I’d seen to her, and
energy shaped like an oxen’s yoke around she immediately became defensive and
her neck, weighing her down. From this grumpy. She expressed that forgiveness
yoke, a cord stretched off into the distance. would mean letting that person get away
I followed it, and it led me to memories, with what they did to her, like it would
negative experiences, and emotional make what they did “ok”. She also didn’t
traumas that her poor body could no longer want to “lose the lesson” this experience
manage. I heard the word “Forgiveness” taught her; fearing being vulnerable to
echo in my ears, and saw a giant padlock getting hurt again.
holding the memories down. I understood
that she had the key to this padlock: it was I realized then, that people harbor
forgiveness. If she used her agency to unlock grudges as a type of armor, a form of
it, these memories would be processed and justice, and a way to take control over the
released, and she would be free. situation. An accurate statement, maybe,
but it’s certainly not a POSITIVE or
HEALTHY experience. Internalizing
negativity agitates your spirit, suppresses
your mind, and breaks down your body.
Forgiveness is not surrendering control,
forgetting the lessons or making a trauma
“ok”. Forgiveness is the literal act of
unlocking the negativity from yourself,
processing and releasing the poison it
brought to you. It’s taking REAL control,
victory over darkness, freedom from all
that has held you back, and progress and
growth restored!
If you need help, it is best to seek out
a healer with experience in this area.
Always show yourself kindness, love,
and patience; it may take some time to
heal, and it is not always an easy process.
But YOU CAN unlock your freedom
and start 2022 fresh and
renewed!
By Kalen P C Nielsen
Holistic Practitioner
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