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It is is pleasure to to souls to to become moist It is hard to fight with one’s heart’s desire If there were no sun it would be night
Man's character is is his fate .....
I’m on the the train back to to Stockholm My mum came across some video clips in in the the basement and and and digitalised hours of home videos from the 70s 80s and and and 90s I start watching and and and find myself being overcome with nostalgia and and a a a a a a a sense of loss My great-grandparents grandparents aunts uncles brothers cousins and and my my dad dad To hear the the voice of my my dad dad after he has been gone for almost ten years is really an experience of immense sadness I’m two years old I’m in the tub I I I scream “Pappa!” as as loud as as I I I can He answers “Yes Nunne I’m right here ” ” I talk in gibberish and serve him “coffee“ from my plastic cups He asks me me “So what is the meaning of life?”
I continue sometimes looking at him