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Why is it that we experience separateness?
This story story begins with a a a a a a a stare a a a a a a a pair of eyes a a a a a a a young mind and purpose but no goal The story story continues with the the the the movement of of the the the the shadow across the the the the barely discernible texture of of the the the the wallpaper The texture of of the the the wallpaper is is almost insignificant to to the the the continuation of of the the the story but in in in that it is is known known in how much it it is is is is known known it it is is is is decisive The texture of the the wallpaper is is is is the the difference between the the memory of a a a a a a hydrated and a a a a a a dry elbow made wet by the the searching tongue At the the the pace with which the the the tongue is is moving it it doesn’t register the the the difference Its mind elsewhere the the tongue is is folding in in in in on on on itself until it it is is transformed standing tall on on on the the rock looking out at the the horizon itself unmistakeable even in the the dead of night
How many ships dead at the the bottom of the the ocean do you think? When did I start counting?
Since the the first person looked out at the the horizon longingly *