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                        Chapter 7







               Henri
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                    hankfully, the clinic is straight to the point. Sign here. Piss here. Blood here.
                    I’m out in less than ten minutes. It’s also one of the perks of showing up
                    early. I am in and out before anyone shows up. I put on my party playlist
            and turn up the volume. The upbeat music helps calm the anger that slowly starts to
            emerge. Small things she used to do now make sense. Plus, I was so wrapped up in
            my own world that I’d missed an obvious sign. Her sudden onset of jealousy should
            have been a waving red flag. I can’t blame it on Sanya’s sudden appearance into my
            life. Cassie was acting like that before I acquired a new friend in the stairway.
               The walkthrough is  wonderfully  uneventful since  Cassie is at  her doctor’s

            appointment. The  landlord is  great. He  discussed  the situation with the office
            manager and since I paid for the last four months upfront, they agreed to take my
            name off the lease. I happily turn in any and everything that would give me access. I
            don’t have any plans of returning.
               I send Cassie’s call to voicemail like I’ve been doing all weekend. I have several
            voicemails that I  will  listen  to once I’m  settled. I also  have twenty  unread text
            messages. I haven’t looked at them yet, but I am pretty certain the one on top starts
            with “You asshole.” I don’t want to hear anything other than “the baby is here” out
            of her lying mouth. If the baby is mine, I will work on my civility later. Until then,
            she may as well lose my number.
               I pull into the driveway of my temporary home. The traditional house with the
            wrap around porch instantly calms me. It is strange to feel so connected to a house
            I’ve only been in once. I don’t know if it’s because it’s the type of house – inside and
            out – that I’ve pictured my future family to live in or if it is the owner. I’ve felt
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