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            “Stop sounding like one big cliché, and mind your damn business.” I growl
        before Sanya inserts the bear and herself between us.
            “We’re here for the baby,” she whispers to me in a singsong tone. “What the
        fuck is the homewrecker doing here?” Cassie whines and sits up further in the bed,
        visually choking Sanya with her green eyes.

            Sanya frowns and looks around. “Homewrecker?” she questions under her
        breath.
            “Very classy. You bring the other woman to see your baby,” Dan mocks after
        finding his voice. “You left a pregnant white woman for a –. I am in his face before
        he can finish his sentence. Every cell in my body wants to hurt him. He senses the
        danger because his words remain in his mouth.
            “Dan. Have a seat, and shut the fuck up. Don’t take comfort in being in the
        hospital. I will end you.”
            Dan sits like a good boy. “Are you fucking serious right now, Cassie? We both
        know who the true homewrecker is in this scenario.” Dan eyes her suspiciously,
        and she blushes. “Where’s the baby?”
            “She’s right here!” a nurse happily announces from the door. She apparently
        missed the turmoil moments before me asking for the child. I wash my hands as the

        nurse instructs and put a clean blanket over my shirt, then she hands me the girl.
        She is tiny, pure, and innocent.
            She even smells like purity and innocence. I clutch her fragile body to me and
        pose while Sanya takes the picture. As much as I love holding the baby, my instincts
        tell me she isn’t mine. I know Cassie feels the same way. She’s named the baby
        Amber. I’d told her I hate the name when we were trying to pick baby names. The
        name itself isn’t the issue; I had an ultracrazy ex-girlfriend in college named Amber.
            Cassie knows I would never name a child of mine Amber. But, Monty would.
        Cassie is a bitch, but I don’t think she is vindictive enough to name the baby Amber
        if she is mine.
            “When are you calling Monty, so he can meet his daughter?”
            Cassie eyes the baby and me nervously. Amber is a sweet baby with no idea
        that her parents are – I don’t have the energy for more insults. It’s not her fault,
        and I won’t take it out on an innocent soul.
            I kiss the top of her black hair-covered head and hand her over. “We both know
        she is not mine, but I would never hurt her. You should know that about me,
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