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tenuous. A  few  days  later,  a  man  came  down  from  the  district,  dressed  in  military

          uniform, wearing a K54 rifle, without military rank, accompanied by an escort. During

          the interrogation, they always accused me of illegally crossing the border. I still insist
          that I went looking for him because the soldiers had lost news. They threatened, forced

          to open the route to bring people across the border, the name of the organization, the
          name of the guide. Eventually, they threatened to return me to the Vietnamese army for

          settlement. I was apprehensive. In the hands of the Vietnamese Communists, there was

          no hope of survival. Have to hide!


             Looking west, Siso Phon market street sparkles with lights, located close to the border,

          2 kilometers away. Close but hopeless! Along the border, there was fighting between
          Vietnamese and Khmer Rouge troops. I could also go through the jungle to the west,

          crossing the border into Thailand, but Vietnamese soldiers were strewn along the line,

          mines trapped. The chances of escape are slim. Seeing freedom in such a short distance
          without reaching it is deeply painful. In the cold house in the middle of the moor, father,

          and son, I watched the moon rise, contemplating hiding. Suddenly, the sound of mines

          exploding,  human  feet  running,  the  chaotic  screaming.  A  militia  guarded  nearby,
          pushing  my  father  and  son  into  the  basement  next to  the  house.  Gunshots  rumbled.

          Sitting in the dark cellar, dirt falling over my head, I feared for my safety. A certain idle
          grenade  was  thrown  into  the  bunker.  That's  it.  Every  faction  hates  the  Vietnamese,

          whether the Vietnamese take up arms or the Vietnamese cross the border. An hour later,

          the situation calmed down. We got out of the cellar, and dust covered us. It turns out that
          a landmine exploded, killing a nocturnal feeding dog. Near where I was locked up, there

          was a newly built leafy house that served as a shelter for the militia leader. The family

          had  two  children.  The  eldest  daughter  is  six  years  old.  The  youngest  son  is  only  12
          months old. He's been in pain all week, no medicine. His parents had no money and no

          means to take him to the doctor or buy medicine. They only know how to heal by bowing

          to the gods. Every night, the couple burned incense and prayed for their child's speedy
          recovery. Then, bring incense around the house as if to make a fire fence to block evil

          spirits. I visited and saw the old man with no hope of passing. I gave his wife the half-
          empty wind oil to shave the wind from it. By the afternoon, the child was slightly awake.

          The happy mother fertilized the rice and force-fed it. It was midnight when suddenly a


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