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cry arose, and I rushed over, the child dying. His mother was too afraid to run out into

              the  yard,  crying  and  crying.  His  father  wielded  incense  in  four  directions,  eight

              directions. I squeezed his limbs, but the child became exhausted, hiccupped, and died.
              The father, holding his child's body, screamed and cursed wildly. Curse the poor fate of

              not having money to cure you. Cursing people, cursing even the gods did not accept his
              plea. The comrades took the mat and bundled the boy's body, took it to the middle of the

              field, and dug a grave for burial that night. The following day, I went to comfort the

              couple. They sat with their heads down, crying angrily. I took the sealed watch given to
              my husband and gestured to calm them.



                 On January 10, 1985, I suggested to the chief that I wanted to return to Battambang to
              find an acquaintance to ask for money. He looked at me silently but sympathetically. The

              next day, I told Huy Manh to go to the road to play; when I saw the bus running from

              Siso Phon to Battambang approaching, I signaled. About 10 o'clock I saw him nod, just
              as the car stopped to pick up passengers, I followed him to the car. The car runs. The

              militia chief knew but ignored it. I exited. On board, passengers from all backgrounds,

              Vietnamese soldiers, traffickers, and smugglers. Each time the car passes the checkpoint,
              passengers must get off and walk past for the guard to identify them. Someone was called

              back and detained. I put a striped Burmese bandana on my head, camouflaging  and
              avoiding dust. After many days of dewy land, I looked increasingly like Cambodians

              working in the fields, and I did not have luggage, so it was easy to escape. arrived at

              Battambang around 3 p.m. The city is desolate in the harsh sun and dust. The town was
              dry, with only war and soldiers. Makeshift shops were set up to serve soldiers, live off

              soldiers, and live off war. I met a young man of North Vietnamese descent, walking from

              scratch. In 1975, he participated in the Battle of Xuan Loc. In 79 went to fight Pol Pot in
              Cambodia.  In  81,  he  was  wounded,  discharged,  stayed  in  Battambang,  married  his

              Vietnamese  wife  Lai  Mien,  and  opened  a  roadside  tofu  stall  near  the  Coconut  Tree

              Market to survive. Both husband and wife were willing to help me. He found a means
              for us to return to Nam Vang. He wanted to send us army vehicles to avoid checkpoints,

              but he was waiting for the elephant caravan; he didn't know when. He looked for trains.
              Train riding was unchecked but prone to Khmer Rouge ambushes. There are only two





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