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52. Bear with me

How did I end up here?

In a place of such turmoil between my pride, heart and brain

A place where I‟m supposed to be happy

But here I am crying

I‟m too strong to fall and too powerful to be bent

But then you came along

You live in me even when I mess around,

You still rampage my walls

Guilt…is that what it‟s called lately?

It‟s better if I say that it‟s keeping my options open

Just in case of separation

But it‟s all not true

I‟m just afraid of loving

It‟s a blind element that requires much energy

Like the way protons and electrons are peas in an atom

Mutually inclusive element, that‟s love

So symbiotic to the human nature

Little thorns and poisonous leaves is how it feels

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