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Thorns in the Heart I

             " Sorry, I had poor words. "

             Phuong looked at him and laugh.

             " listening to your bad dream, it made me afraid. "  Phuong said.

             Nguyen combed his hairs by his fingers and looked at her.

             " Yes, sometimes, I wake up after a bad dream, getting wet on
         over my

             body, living alone. Opening my eyes wide to look into the thick
         of

             Darkness,  I  felt  that  I  am  so  small  in  this  life,  and  life  was
         extraordinary  for  me,  yesterday  was  my  sorrow,  today  was  my
         fighting  to  survive  on  this  world,  tomorrow  I  don't  know  what
         happens for me, it comes out from the dark and unknowledge! Oh ...
         Why did you come here now?  Do you know that it is 11:30 PM ?  " in
         a soft voice, Nguyen said.


             Her head bends down against her hands.
             " Nguyen, so many things made me mad, felling suffering and
         sorrow.  I    felt  alone  and  thought  of  you;  then  I  came  here.  I  was
         afraid of many things ."   She said with her emotion.

             "What?  What did you say? You just told me that your heart was
         broken up!  Just this morning I saw you laughing and speaking like a
         bird singing.  Now you said you are plunged deeply in grief. Only God
         knows about the woman...!  "   He said in sharply voice.

             Phuong looked down at floor, while her tears ran out.

             " Morning, you never paid attention to me...! I was laughing to
         be in a good mood of outside, but I cried in silence. What can I do?
         Every night I laugh to welcome the people coming in the bar, to get
         good tips for my living, I lie to them to myself too!  Nguyen ...that my
         job...!  "   She said.


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