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Thorns in the Heart I

" You are too young, don't hurry... "

" I was old enough for love, But I knew that I never have it
because of my situation now. " Phuong looked at Nguyen with her
watery eyes and sorrow. she added :

" Sometimes I want suicide or quit this job, but I could not do it,
because each time I think of suicide, hold the both of sleeping drug in
my hands, I got so afraid about it, then I thought of my parent, you
and myself then I dropped off my idea."

" Why did you think of suicide ? " in a soft voice Nguyen asked.
Phuong wiped her tears on her cheeks.

" Because my life was dropped so deep in the dirty hole, I could
not get up! I had tried to stay home looking for another job, but I
could not find a job, then I was hungry, and nobody help me out this
situation, they only want my body. "

Phuong start at Nguyen's face, her forefinger pointing to her
chest and

continue her thinks with her angry voice.

" Do you know me? I hit my body, it was too dirty, but a lot of
men

wish to have it by their passion and money! What can I do in my

situation ? " suddenly, she dropped her voice, tired and sighed,
her

eyes were shut with sorrowful, she added:

" I may not do anything more to help my self; I was so tired now!
"

Phuong hold her cup, left her seat, walking to the kitchen then

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