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Thorns in the Heart I

I don't want the war come into it and will destroy it... Ban-Me-Thuot
was a place where seemed we were born for the second time
because we had lost the time of childhood with the war in North
Vietnam. We escaped Viet-Cong to South Vietnam and had enjoyed
and peaceful of the few years of our youth in Ban-Me-Thuot, then
Viet-Cong made war again in the South until now the war threatened
anywhere, and the people were afraid to die. I don't understand
them, and I don't want Ban-Me-Thuot had flame such as Tet
Offense...!

Nguyen, I felt that The big game waiting for the young man like
me to play, and their families were worried about their death. Every
body had known the war is the dead game for the persons on both
side, who was involved in the plot, but we could not stand out of this
game with indifferent to watch it, either we want to be a player or
not.

After five years to be a Ranger of the brown beret, I had been
learning how to kill my enemies to survive. They were Vietnamese
also and came from North Vietnam, maybe few of them are my or
your relatives. They have been propagandising to the people in
North Vietnam, that they would like to liberate the people in South
Vietnam out of the American Empire and South Vietnamese's
Militarism. They lay too deep to the people...!

Over forty years, our country had been butchering of each other.
What are kinds of the ideals of the liberalism and communism? God
gave people his power and intelligence. Also, he gave people the
haughtiness, cruelty, and jealousy, then people used all of his gifts to
built up their doctrines to against and kill off each other since the
war had devastated many countries.

Our country was devastated to the root by the dirty war! The
war came from the Foreigner policies interfere, dishonest, passion
and blind of politicians. They said they have been standing up for the
people, by the people, and from the people, but in fact they didn't.
They were making a more economic crisis and weakness arm force

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