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St. Teresa of Avila - Doctor of the Church

                                     From the darkness of youth to the light of the Church


          T
                 eresa Ali Fatim Corella Sanchez de Capeda
                 y Ahumada (known to us as St. Teresa of
                 Avila) was born in A.D. 1515 to a father
          who was very rigid in the rearing of his children,
          and a mother who had a more fanciful nature.
          When she was growing up she felt that she would
          never be able to please both her parents, and that
          anything she did would garner the disapproval of
          at least one of them, if not both.

          Teresa felt that her life was in constant turmoil.
          She was what we can call a rebel. This status did
          not serve her well in her youth, but it would be a
          great asset when she was a part of Church reform.
          Her rebellious nature and her preoccupation with
          having fun propelled her father to send her to a
          convent.
                                                                               St Teresa of Ávila, 1644
          As you might imagine, Teresa did not like this new                       Jusepe de Ribera
                                                                                    Oil on canvas
          life. She missed her friends, her parties, and all                      Private collection
          that had been her life outside the convent. She was
          not oblivious to this weakness in her life, and,         even recovery from this serious disease nor three
          consequently, she considered herself a sinner, who       years of paralysis could strengthen Teresa’s prayer
          gave in to temptations too often. This was one of        life. For years she avoided serious prayer because
          the reasons why she chose the convent over               she thought that she was not good enough for God
          marriage.                                                to listen.

          Early Convent Life                                       It was only at the age of 41 that a priest convinced
          Convents, at the time Teresa entered, were some-         Teresa to begin a new prayer life. Although it was
          times just places for girls who had no other options     difficult for someone who had avoided prayer for
          in their lives. This did not make for the sense of       so long to resume prayer, she persevered and so
          spirituality that Teresa needed. She fell into the       God rewarded her with spiritual gifts she could
          social aspects of having visitors with whom she          never have imagined. She became a mystic,
          traded gossip. She was not taking a path that            experiencing raptures, and even levitation of her
          would bring her closer to God; she was stuck in          body during prayer.
          the material world.
                                                                   As you might imagine, others questioned whether
          Soon, Teresa fell seriously ill. Everyone thought        these experiences really came from God. She was
          she would die; but this was not to be. Teresa            interviewed and examined, but no one could
          recovered although she continued to suffer the af-       prove that these mystical events were not coming
          tereffects of her sickness throughout her life. Not      directly to her from God. One of the most famous



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