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The  first  struggles  of  staying  indoors,  online  connectivity


              and     creating       answer       sheets       into   pdf     files   for   teachers,


              never       knowing          what        tomorrow           might       bring.       It    is

              fundamental           to   human        nature      to   focus      on   and     amplify


              one’s     own      misfortunes         first    and    for    most     of   us   school-


              going     children,       this   year     has    entailed       an    aching      loss    of

              precious  moments.  For  each  and  every  one  of  us,  across


              the   spectrum         of   age     and    experience,          these     are    months


              of   our    life   slipping      away       that    will   never      return,     for   life

              isn’t  known  to  be  repetitive.  There  is  a  general  yearn  for


              the    routine,     the    normalcy         of   the    old,   with     no    inkling     of


              when  it  will  finally  arrive.  It  has  irked  me,  and  still  does,

              that  under  different  circumstances,  life  right  now  would


              have been something else.


              There  are  nights  I  go  to  sleep,  wondering  if  waking  up  is

              worth it in this bleak monotony.


              I  must  say,  I  have  spent  the  better  part  of  my  life  in  DPS


              Newtown          and      if   there’s     any     sophistication           that    these

              known  walls  and  open,  green  spaces  have  furnished  me


              with,    it   is   the   teaching      that    times      change,       that    life   is   a


              wave  of  motion,  that  in  such  trying  times,  all  one  can  do

              is to hold on tight and wait for all the joy and satisfaction


              to finally arrive.
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