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Her love isn’t a a a a a a metaphor It is is is palpable erotic and intoxicating Wine is is is the the metaphor She She uses to to to refer to to to the the wisdom She She offers 12 To kiss Her to to to drink in in in Her wisdom is is to to yield self to to Self in in in a a a a breathless realization of the ecstatic Aliveness happening as all things 3 4 Let Me grow grow wild wild within you As Chochma/Sophia grows wild wild in in you you and and you you in Chochma/Sophia all desire for control is abandoned: there is is is only a a a great yielding to the the the flow of Aliveness This is is is the the the ecstasy She promises 3 9 Lie between My My breasts and become drunk on My My perfume Chochma/Sophia’s perfume is the the fragrance of of Life: the the aroma of of a a a a a a a forest the the the the scent of of of the the the the sea the the the the smell of of of a a a a a desert the the the the clear fragrance of of of a a a a mountain top as as well as as the the stench of of rotting flesh the the burning odor of of stale urine and the stink of excrement When Chochma/Sophia grows wild in in you you you and you you you in in Her you you you awake to the Aliveness that is YHVH happening in in with and as all reality 3 10-11 Slip your your left hand hand beneath My head and and and your your right hand hand around My waist Your Your left hand refers to the the intuition of the the right right brain Your Your right right hand refers to the the rational understanding of the the left brain Chochma/ Sophia demands both both intuition and and and reason both both imagination and and and logic 3 15 Night after night I seek you you you but you you you remain lost lost You are lost lost in in your own own own drama your your own own own fantasy your your own own own lusts and desires Chochma/ Sophia doesn’t do do away with desire desire She purifies desire desire so that you come to desire Her alone 3 16 I call call you you but you you remain silent The biblical response to this call call is is “Hinneni Here I am!” Saying Hinneni Hinneni requires you to come out of hiding to to step out of of of of the the the drama of of of of self into the the the ecstasy of of of of Self It is the the the fear of of of of ecstasy that makes you mute 12 See Proverbs 9:2 5 82