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                   She hadn’t meant it to be funny but the  whole  room laughed at this. ere

                had clearly been no need to introduce herself.
                   ‘Life  is  strange,’  she  said.  ‘How  we  live  it  all  at  once.  In  a  straight  line.  But
                really   that’s   not   the   whole   picture.   Because   life   isn’t   simply   made   of   the
                things  we  do,  but  the  things  we  don’t  do  too.  And  ever y  moment  of  our  life

                is a . . . kind of turning.’
                   Still nothing.
                   ‘ ink about it. ink about how we  start off . . . as this set thing. Like  the
                seed  of  a  tree  planted  in  the  ground.  And  then  we  .  .  .  we  grow  .  .  .  we  grow

                . . . and at first we are a trunk . . .’
                   Absolutely nothing.
                   ‘But then the tree – the tree that is our life  – develops branches. And think
                of   all   those   branches,   departing   from   the   trunk   at   different   heights.   And

                think  of  all  those  branches,  branching  off  again,  heading  in  oen  opposing
                directions.   ink     of   those   branches   becoming    other   branches,    and   those
                becoming  twigs.  And  think  of  the  end  of  each  of  those  twigs,  all  in  different
                places,  having  started  from  the  same  one.  A  life  is  like  that,  but  on  a  bigger

                scale.  New  branches  are  formed  ever y  second  of  ever y  day.  And  from  our
                perspective     –   from   ever yone’s   perspective   –   it   feels   like   a   .   .   .   like   a
                continuum.      Each   twig   has   travelled   only   one   journey.   But   there   are   still
                other   twigs.   And   there   are   also   other   todays.   Other   lives   that   would   have

                been  different  if  you’d  taken  different  directions  earlier  in  your  life.  is  is  a
                tree  of  life.  Lots  of  religions  and  mythologies  have  talked  about  the  tree  of
                life.  It’s  there  in  Buddhism,  Judaism  and  Christianity.  Lots  of  philosophers
                and writers have talked about tree  met aphors too. For Sylvia Plath, existence

                was a fig tree and each possible life  she  could live  – the  happily-married one,
                the   successful-poet    one   –   was   this   sweet   juicy   fig,   but   she   couldn’t   get   to
                taste  the  sweet  juicy  figs  and  so  they  just  rotted  right  in  front  of  her.  It  can
                drive you insane, thinking of all the other lives we don’t live.

                   ‘For instance, in most of my lives I am not standing at this podium talking
                to  you  about  success  .  .  .  In  most  lives  I  am  not  an  Olympic  gold  medallist.’
                She  remembered  something  Mrs  Elm  had  told  her  in  the  Midnight  Librar y.
                ‘You   see,   doing   one   thing   differently    is   ver y   oen   the   same   as   doing

                ever ything  differently.  Actions  can’t  be  reversed  within  a  lifet ime,  however
                much we tr y . . .’
                   People were listening now. ey clearly needed a Mrs Elm in their lives.
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