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                is    was   a   life   where   she   put   four   exclamation   marks   in   a   row.   at   was

                probably what happier, less uptight people did.
                   A promising omen.
                   She   looked   down    at   what   she   was   wearing.   A   denim   shirt   with   sleeves
                rolled  halfway  up  her  forearms  and  jeans  and  wedge-heeled  shoes,  none  of

                which  she  wore  in  her  actual  life.  She  had  goose-bumps  from  the  cold,  and
                clearly wasn’t dressed to be outside for long.
                   ere    were   two   rings   on   her   ring   finger.   Her   old   sapphire   engagement
                ring was there – the same one she  had taken off, through trembles and tears,

                over a year ago – accompanied by a simple silver wedding band.
                   Crackers.
                   She was wearing a watch. Not a digital one, in this life. An elegant, slender
                analogue one, with Roman numerals. It was about a minute aer midnight.

                   How is this happening?
                   Her  hands  were  smoother  in  this  life.  Maybe  she  used  hand  cream.  Her
                nails  shone  with  clear  polish.  ere  was  some  comfort  in  seeing  the  familiar
                small mole on her le hand.

                   Footsteps  crunched  on  gravel.  Someone  was  heading  towards  her  down
                the   driveway.   A   man,   visible   from   the   light   of   the   pub   windows   and   the
                solitar y  streetlamp.  A  man  with  rosy  cheeks  and  grey  Dickensian  whiskers
                and  a  wax  jacket.  A  Toby  jug  made  flesh.  He  seemed,  from  his  overly  careful

                gait, to be slightly drunk.
                   ‘Goodnight,  Nora.  I’ll  be  back  on  Friday.  For  the  folk  singer.  Dan  said  he’s
                a good one.’
                   In   this   life   she   probably   knew   the   man’s   name.   ‘Right.   Yes,   of   course.

                Friday. It should be a great night.’
                   At  least  her  voice  sounded  like  her.  She  watched  as  the  man  crossed  the
                road,  looking  le  and  right  a  few  times  despite  the  clear  absence  of  traffic,
                and disappearing down a lane between the cottages.

                   It  was  really  happening.  is  was  actually  it.  is  was  the  pub  life.  is
                was the dream made reality.
                   ‘ is is so ver y weird,’ she said into the night. ‘So. Ver y. Weird.’
                   A   group   of   three   le   the   pub   then   too.   Two   women   and   a   man.   ey

                smiled at Nora as they walked past.
                   ‘We’ll win next time,’ one of the women said.
                   ‘Yes,’ replied Nora. ‘ ere’s always a next time.’
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