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Special tabernacle prayer experience






               My mind is only joyful as the time of tabernacle prayer
             draws near. Praises of God con-tinues to echo through

             my inner being. To be truthful, I am praying because of a
             financial prob-lem, not of joyful situations. But, my mind

             continues to praise with “thank you, I am full of joy.” And
             because this situation weighs down heavily, normally, these

             things would only result in end-less sighs and in an inability
             to study. ‘Was it because of the pastor’s wife’s impartation?

             And am I not being too joyful?”
               Finally, it is a time to pray the tabernacle prayer. With a

             great anticipation, I logged on ear-ly and got connected.
             Jumping ahead, I read through the praise lyrics, being

             convinced that the praise was chosen for me. By sprinkling
             the blood of Jesus, I entered through the gate of the

             tabernacle. The altar of burnt offering was built with a stone
             and as if it had burnt up many things, the altar was covered

             with many burnt marks. I was kneeled down upon the altar
             of burnt offer-ing, a thought glimpsed in wanting to burn

             up all that is within me. I was pulling out pouches from my
             body. “Lord, here is pride, Lord here is greed.” And like this,





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