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hugged by the Lord, wouldn’t this to be the fulfillment of my
hope?
I began to dance about in praises to the Lord, in wanting
to make the Lord happy. “My soul sings with joy, my soul
praises joyfully.” A praise that could not be thought of were
being sung and danced around, I was simply watching myself
doing these things. “hahahahaha” I could feel God’s laughter,
rather than hearing it.
I could see myself thinking that the praising and dancing
should soon come to a stop, in choosing to pray through
holiness. And there was me, kneeling down to the Lord, in
wanting to lift up prayers. But that prayer seemed as if I was
trying to think of painful and sorrowful things, so that I could
speak with the Lord.
Then, the Lord’s reply was heard. It cannot be recalled
in exact words but he said some-thing like this, “it is okay,
do not try to speak up forcefully. Isn’t today the first day
of having you inside the Holy place? Isn’t it special that
you are full of thankfulness? Let us be more joyful! And be
merry!.” He seemed very happy as if it was a great event of a
remembrance.
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