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Sometimes she talks to me                20 years ago I became a part of a blended family. I had a
                   Sometimes she pushes me away               son from a previous marriage, and now
                                                              I had two daughters. An 18 year old who had moved out
                 Sometime I know she doesn’t mean             from the very first time we met. We struggled trying to  S
                       Half the hurtful things                on her own, and an 11 year old who I fell in love with
                           I hear her say
                      Must be confusing to her                find our stride in this New world we had entered. I only
                       Because it sure is to me               knew about raising a boy and she, she had only know
             I’m stepping in Where her daddy used to be       one Dad. I told her from the                           T
                                                              beginning that she already had a dad and that I was sent
                                                              here by God To help her become the daughter that would
                     Her Summers come and go                  make her dad so proud of her.
                       I get to watch her grow                This is where this song came from.
                From a little girl in a shattered world       As I have said before (if you have read my previous  E
                   To a young woman who knows
                      The one she longs to see                submissions) the best lyrics are written from Your truth.
                      Has been replaced by me                 When a listener hears your words sung, they want to
             I’m stepping in where her daddy used to be       know, feel and understand something to which they can   P
                                                              relate. Many of us have been in relationships that fell
                     So I’m praying every night               apart for whatever reason. Many times, there are children
                Lord shine down your wisdoms light            involved. As men, we find ourselves trying to find that
                                                              fine line. We Never want to speak ill of the biological
                So that she will see that its not just me     We try to provide a stable loving family environment but  P
            Who’s steppin in where her daddy used to be       father but we also don’t want to be taken advantage of.

                                                              we find ourselves challenged by a child trying to con-
                     He calls her now and then                trol what is out of their control. This song is about that
                      Sometimes I talk to him                 struggle.                                               I
                 Try to let him know how much she’s
                   Grown and everything she’s in              Since this recording I have changed one line. “He calls
                      Still its just not the same             her now and then, sometimes I talk to him” it seems
                     Holidays and soccer games                okay, but over time I found a stronger line “He calls her
              I’m steppin in where her daddy used to be       now and then AND when I talk to him.” Changing that   N
                                                              one line adds a lot more strength to that dynamic in the
                     So I’m praying every night               relationship. That is, the relationship between myself
                Lord shine down your wisdoms light            and the biological father. Sometimes makes it seem as an
                  So that she will see its not just me        accident that I answered the phone. Saying” AND when     ‘
            Who’s stepping in where her daddy used to be      I talk to him” makes it intentional that I am bringing into
                                                              this relationship whether he knows it or not. Sometimes
                                                              girls, in my experience, will not say whats going on be-
                               Bridge
                  From blue jeans to a prom dress             cause they are angry whether at the other person or the
                                                              situation. Promises broken hurt feelings, the list goes on.
                 From skinned knees to her first kiss         By changing this lineI made him the focus and inclusive
                  He should share these memories              in the relationship and what was going on that he might
                     So I’m praying everynight                not know.
                Lord shine down your wisdoms light                                                                    I
                         So that he will see                  I hope this song says things the listener might not have
                  He needs to be where her daddy’s            been able to express and they find some inspiration, hope
                          Supposed to be                      and balance in their own blended families. Its twenty
                     Sometimes she talks to me                years later and I have watched her grow into a beautiful,   N
                                                              smart woman. She has her own business, a loving hus-
                     To listen follow this link....           band and two beautiful children. I am so blessed!

        By David Michael Rose ©2003 Broken Dancer Music                             Cheers
                              ASCAP                                           David Michael Rose




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