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Trapped Inside Of Me



              It's 2am in the morning
           Fully awake eyes opened wide
            Sleep is nigh on impossible           It's 4am in the morning
         There's too much going on inside            Desperately tired
                I feel my own blood                but still wide awake
                 race through me               Battling hard to stop thinking
          Pulse bursting to find a release       Thoughts carry on though
        Pain hammers hard on my temples              there's no break
                  I'm desperate                 Cycling always back in time
              for all this to cease......             Spinning fears
                                                that sound out as screams
              Trapped inside of me...        Picking up speed it's distressing
           Fighting so hard to break free               I'm awake
               Fear lives on in me...          but reliving these dreams.....
              Fueling my own misery
            Running right through me...           Trapped inside of me...
           Fighting so hard to break free      Fighting so hard to break free
              Trapped inside of me...              Fear lives on in me...
              Fuelling my own misery              Fueling my own misery
                                                Running right through me...
              It's 3am in the morning          Fighting so hard to break free
          My mind is awash with my pain           Trapped in side of me...
              Thoughts are constant               Fueling my own misery
                   and random
             I see pictures over again            It's 5am in the morning
          Sordid depraved unhappy days       Daybreak brings light at long last
                My past life replays         I'm exhausted from lack of sleep
                 through my mind             Time for sleeping is now long past
           Around and around it goes on      My eyes are wanting to close now
         There isn't a pause or rewind......  My thoughts start to ease away
                                                   But sleep won't help
              Trapped inside of me...              for dreams haunt me
           Fighting so hard to break free             I must rise up
               Fear lives on in me...            and face the new day.....
              Fuelling my own misery
            Running right through me...              Jane Shields (C)
           Fighting so hard to break free
              Trapped inside of me...
              Fueling my own misery


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