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particular. When I arrived, there was an extensive

               line of people, 6-feet apart, waiting to enter the
               store.  Flashback!  Pretty  severe.  I  was  back,
               shackled, underground, in a long line of inmates

               shackled to each other, a hundred maybe, haggard
               looks, going to and from cells to courthouse.

               I  had  to  park  the  car  to  do  some  Tapping  right
               away.  I  drove  back  home  and  spent  more  time

               Tapping. Although I still did not like to see these
               lines of masked people waiting 6-feet apart outside
               in the cold (I was living in Colorado at the time), I

               was  able  to  function  and  tend  to  my  grocery
               shopping.

               Not that long ago, a flashback was triggered when

               I saw somebody abusing animals. My body reacted
               violently  afterwards.  I  was  shaking,  and  it  took
               several hours for my heart to return to its normal
               rhythm. The Tapping and other techniques helped

               to  diminish  the  intensity,  yet  it  took  12  days  of
               “focused work” to not get triggered again when I

               saw the individual in question. The panicky feeling
               turned into disgust, which is where it stays at this
               point.


               PTS(D)  can  happen  when  we  feel  helpless  in  a
               situation, and I felt helpless. There was nothing I



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