Page 11 - Happy birthday, Arka.

ᅠᅠ I'm just a guy that he found accidentally (I think?). I was playing

at the time. Flirting here and there, thirst trap, having some people

asking for a warm night, probably. Then this guy, out of nowhere,

popped out early in the morning just to say he wanted to be friends.

Boy, I thought I did something bad. Caught me by surprise, really.

ᅠᅠIt was nice. Cute guys wanting to talk to me. At first I thought he

was scared of me, but then we talked again, which is really nice. Felt

easy, as he said to me. Three days into talking, I adopted him as my

bunny somehow. Which is kinda weird but goddamn I love it.

ᅠᅠI wasn't going to reveal myself as the one geeking about science,

honestly. Want to look cool, to look tough. Then this guy just—

seriously trigger me to go through that path. And God, I don't regret

it, I'm thankful for that. Like, I can be more comfortable with myself.

ᅠᅠTwo weeks (or even less) in, I think I'm doomed. Hell, I catch

feelings for this guy. Maybe since the beginning I just don't want to

be only friends though he said he wants to be friends. What a kind

person he is and him being adorable just by existing is not helping at

all.

ᅠᅠI spent one month to know a little bit more about him and three

words spilled out when I can't contain it anymore. I love you, I said in

his arms. To my surprise, he said it back. And at night, he lowkey

asked me out. The day after that, he asked me for the second time,

revision he said. God, he did that. And I melt, I melt to that. I love him.

ᅠᅠIt's kinda funny on how fast the night change. From a simple

hello to 'the moon is beautiful, isn't it?' I swear this year couldn't get

any better than this. From not seeing my mom, from being a shame to

my father, from losing contact with my friend, and then meeting

someone I wouldn't know I would love this much.

ᅠᅠPeople often said something about meeting someone at the

perfect time and all. They said something like, "you save me when I

was broken." But not for me. I didn't love him when I was broken,

when I was hurt, or when I was sad. I don't really have anything that

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